just two days into the week, and im feeling kinda overwhelmed.
coming exams, lessons, pastyear papers.
ah, i worry too much.
i feel kinda cooped up and restless.
my samsung phone died on me just now. i want to listen to radiiiioo. o.o the screen kept turning fuzzy, like an untuned teevee, and then poof! the screen turned blackk and stayed that way. =/ my poor 4-button-touchscreen. hahh, so now im currently using my sony ericsson flipphone, aka old phone.
it just brings back memories. bad memories. good memories. fun times that wont come back. pathetic friendships and people i have forgotten, once again flashes across my mind.
queasy.
i feel scared and anxious and irresponsible and jumpy and sad.
i wanna go back to school. staying at home is making me queasy.
this is so weird.
i wanna just sleep it off or just scream it out.
i want peace.
remembering how i sang on sunday, "i've got peace like the river, i've got joy like a fountain, i've got love like eh, tingting."
im so extreme. and the irony is, i contradict my feelings most of the time.
happy, sad. hyper, depressed.
ya know, i kinda miss bishan. i miss my big messy cozy bedroom.
and thankyou for your time.